My appointments for my scans are set, but the van company I get my rides through is booked. It took seventeen minutes on the phone to coordinate everything and everyone. I don't want to give my cancer more time to grow than it already has, so I have to reschedule two different days close together.
Next Wednesday, I have a meeting with Dr. C. to discuss the scans, so I'm hopeful for a Monday or Tuesday scan date. Rescheduling things is upsetting to me, more uncertainty and stress when I've had enough. What other choice do I have? No other company can take me so far that exists close by.
My husband and I don't drive. We can't afford a handicapped van if we did. We are at the mercy of other elements. I'm grateful to have the access I do, but it's so difficult maintaining calm. I have to trust that everything will get where it needs to go. I have to trust... and call to reschedule tomorrow.
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